GPC slut

i have somehow lost teh ability to differentiate between living breathing 3D people and 2 d cut outs. what i mean is, its come to my attention that i've been sorta too tierd to think of anyone as more tehn self sustaining blumps. urg this is ahrd to explain in non insulting terms. what i mean is i have been out of it lately enough to fall back on teh assumption that as unsually everyone is more mentally stable them myself. i dont even think thats actaully true i guess. tis jsut this backround given that sorta pops up in my brain when i'm too tierd to look closely at anything thats going on. not tht anythigns going on. ha well it makes sense to me who knows. simple words now: im on edge, im moody adn im unobservant. its a crazy week, im working agian aftre 3 weeks off and i ahve 3 test this week. but it's nearing teh end so i can do it i ahve faith! I might seem slightly whinny to so some people... im sorry im just honestly dead. so why am i blogging past 12 you may ask? i dunno maybe i thought this would give me back the shards of sanity that disapear with lack of sleep.

this weekend was awesome. well more specifically friday was awesome, we had super wtih almost everybody, the largest amount of my friends that we've beena ble to get together since grad. which you should know to a lily mind is a very big happy thing.

oh and you ask why GPC slut? well it's actually something maya wrote on my cell today wich may acutally apply. i mean less then 25% of the surveys i've done ahve been useless to anything i care about. i didnt expect mroe tehn that really, i guess its jsut kinda ironic that the closest i get to going agaisnt what i beleive in is at work but i work to get money to take courses so i can learn stuff to help what i beleive in. funny eh? its not a big deal really, its more like occasional nail scratching on my morality chalk board. hahhahaha oh man i need sleep
gnight!
oh and as a side note i talked to a crazy lady today on the phone, im serious she was asking is i knew when bob was going to fix her clock radio that ehs hung aroud her neck or something like that